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Middle of the night: very hot - 04:20

I have been sleeping and waking up off and on and decided to get up because it is so hot and laying around in bed not able to sleep didn't make me feel good.

I lighted the small lamp near my bed like I always do -also when A. (son) was sleeping in the living-room these past 2 months and it never bothered him- and got up.

Isaac got up as well, went into the toilets and put the light on there, while after he was finished, he didn't turn the light off again and also smacked down the toilet seat ferociously - it giving a loud bang.

He went on very noisily washing his hands and "pray" while cursing "all the goyim, all the enemies of the Jewish people" - yimach-shimam - and other curse words very, very loudly into my direction (in the room I am in with the door open). This went on about 10 minutes.

As I had to go to the kitchen to get toilet paper from there I had to pass him while he was sitting there and he cursed me with curse words and asked into space "from where all this strength?" (meaning I have strength), "why isn't she ever sick?", "she has no sicknesses at all. why not?"

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Update 05:15:

As I entered the kitchen to make me coffee Isaac started talking to me in a wailing voice:
"return ba-tshuva, put a head-covering, dress modest, don't fight God, pity that you fight God, you will be blind soon, your teeth has already fallen out, now you will get blind as well, you cannot prevent from A. (son) to become religious, he will become religious and you will have grandchildren with tsitsiot and you will not be able to see them because you will be blind.." etc. etc. on and on, until I left the kitchen when the coffee was ready.