I am sick of this spinning my guilt into this thing. What have I done?
I converted because husband wanted to have 'jewish children'. and I loved him that much that i was prepared to convert to anything that attribute to a wholesome, harmonious family....
why did it go wrong then?
perhaps because I thought that this would be enough to show my sincerity? I was haunted for 30 years as if I was a hostile element instead of component in this family... how did I wind up in this cob of evilness?
MY GOD - what did you have planned for me?
what is the lesson I have to learn in this life?
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