feeling like puting up a title is like advertising something, something I would like people to read, which I don't this is MY inner 'me' - I will only and alone be responsible for the things I write on MY blog to MYself....
I am going on a journey to see if I can find myself. This seems the most pressing thing happening to me at the moment, today 23 March 2008, the day my son is traveling to Australia and being the moment I dreaded really since the moment he arrived. I know I am not being fair about that since I done this and much WORSE to my own parents, so I am trying to figure where the selfishness ends and the logic (about realizing that I done the same thing) begins to take over my feelings of terrible sadness......
The story isn't an easy one. I really need to uncover myself in order to find myself in order to build myself up again, after the HORRIBLE harassment I have encountered during the last 30 years of my life. The main perpetrator thereof being my so-called 'husband' the person without feelings, without a heart. A calculator....
I will start this blog soon as I have patience... which may be in the next few minutes or next month. But... for ONE time my thoughts and ME will be on paper as witness to who I am and not get dissolved by my terribly lacking memory who doesn't seem to have pity on me....
Exposing
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